2010年6月29日星期二

*A simply life on today*

Erm...yesterday chat v a old classmate...he tol me about his thing! He say he are getting crazy becuz of the gal...the gal are so crazy n aso non stop hurt herself to asking him bec to her side!!! I jz wanna say, if u reli love him, dun try to hurt urself, it jz will let the boy hate u so much, if u reli love him, y do u nt try to let him go...1 day they will now..u are the 1 who treat him so gud...although he is not beside u any more..bt he still remember you!! Jz try to leave a gud memories 4 each other!!.

And jz now i receive a bad news~ My fren, she are break v her boy...although she every day tell me she not care about it...Because they are nt match! And i are not the 1 who calling her break v him...cuz i tot she dun mind it~Bt until jz now, me jz noe..she are crying...jz becuz of him saying break v her! And i was crazy becuz of this, i dunoe wanna comment of it...my hurt are are telling me a word "sad".. sad are jz becuz i feeling sorry to her, i cnt every day calling her break v him~ i jz can say sory to her~!!! i hv nothing to do at all!!!! By the way, i jz wan u to noe, i will always beside u if u reli need me... dun jz hide inside the heart...and dun let any1 noe...dun try to do tat~okie
hey~my frn~i noe u noe i saying who!!!
remember, dun think too much~
jz wanna remember u break v him, u are the winner...
although is he say break, bt u are not the loser, u win tat u hv us...
and he jz can find the melay gal!!! so proud!!!!

And i was always leave in a lie life!!!! no 1 will noe y~cuz dis is secreat in my mind^^
hope everyone will always be happy =) n u get well so yarhx~

2010年6月27日星期日

happy~^^

erm, jz nw went to matrix find my fren to help my babe print out the assignment...he treat me so gud, din take fee from me...thx alot^^, my dearest fren kiat kiat~
after tat i call my dear yoshiko, asking her wanna come out nt~bt hor...she din answer my call, den i call her's house phone...finally her mum answer tat call...den yoshiko say call me go fetch my dear rineii out 1st, den she go "bathful"bathful"sin~haha...den i go to my dear rineii house, she came out and wearing a mini single n a short pant...haha...so lang bei gerh face!! den after 2 minute she went out again, call me wait her...she go change her shirt...do u noe how many minute my dear wanna use to change her clothe~haha^^ no 1 will noe 5 minute+++++++++....so pro rite~
After tat we go to fetch bec yoshiko, den go refil the petrol..den we get a call from kw~stupid he, din reply my call, nvm...jz nw when fetch rineii tat time, at his house outside..."hon" him so many time aso din out...den me and rineii dwn choi him jorh~haha,finally he msg bec!!! den call us go serendah fetch him...my brain are telling me...going or nt going tat time, my dearest yoshiko say :"go go go!!!! i help u pay the petrol fee." atcally she wanna go meet her boy boy "yip wing" gerhx~haha!! we go til kw grandma's house, he tol us he wanna come bec here 4 his dinner...=="we all zd lor~waste our time, atcually we can eat ice-cream gerhx~haha^^bt nvm lar...i saw a cute gal jz nw...so enjoy to play v her~she is kw "daugther"heehee...is atcually...we at his grandma's house stay about 1 hour++ den we are planning go kepong tonite..bt no car...my car, i scared my parent wanna use it...so not comfirm yet, bt yohiko hv class tmr, she hv to go bec tonite~so hv to fetch her bec to setapak, bt dunoe whether we enuf time nt~sad...den yoshiko get a call from her's mum...den she so angry d say...okie okie...fine!! i go bec nw!!! den we go bec...feel so sorry 4 yoshiko, cuz i din bring her go see her boy boy"yip wing"...sorry my dear~

This is all my "day"on today^^

2010年6月26日星期六

boring saturday~

wuu~dis few day at home so borring gerhx!!! nothing to do tim...dis few time i sms u, u aso din reply, i think u dowan choi me ady isit!! em...i understand, i wont find u if u din find me, i wont call u out if they din call me date u...i dwn disturd let u think me so fan~ dis is my answer!! i no choice, i nth to do~so wat can i do, is dis oni!! and once is, about my 1 best fren, i dunoe whether she will look at my blog nt...bt she din see also nvm gerhx...nt important also, important is all my dearest fren can understanding me...i'm nt tat kind of gal...yea!!
Although dis few day, i feel so down, bt me aso always smile v others!! cuz i dwn my fren see me sad~Den no mood talk to me...
Bt nw i'm confusing~ cuz all my fren, dear, laima and babe birthday cuming soon~wat i can buy 4 them a special present 4 them leh~ i dwn lai ma n babe celebrate their birthday...i wanna see them so happy happy, always 38 v me gerhx fren... lai ma...i'm thinking...babe, think jorhx... i need to borrow k****n 4 1 nite...4 celebrate v my babe...muahahaha!!! babe, u noe tat? haha^^

2010年6月24日星期四

我的决定

我不管了!!!!! 我的决定,就是这个..


朋友
既然,你觉得我是这样的人
那就随便你,反正...
我也懒的和你解释...

2010年6月22日星期二

又爱又恨!!!

在某人的心理~我永远只是...最后一位...连她打电话来,你都不让我出声,你到底怕什么?怕她吃醋吗...不是没有在一起吗!!那你怕什么...我不明白!!!我不明白为什么我宁愿选择去爱,都不愿选择被爱!!我真的很贱,超贱...每个人都说我笨...但他们从没想过,为什么我会那么的倔强,那么的死心塌地...全只是因为,我这得非常爱他...我发理解的爱~全世界除了我,没有人会了解我现在的心情!!!就连"你"都不会懂~

2010年6月19日星期六

失败~

全都被我搞扎了~傻婆~~
讨厌...讨厌!!!!
希望一切,能在这一刻忘记全部刚才所发生的事....
在和我的dear yoshiko 讲电话, 再谈谈我们的心事~~~
原来我们都有共同的问题, 真的是...伤心T.T..
~~~~~~~~~~聊电话中~~~~~~~~~~`
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烦啊~!!!!!!
是时候睡觉luu~~~
晚安,希望明天早上起来,一切....都好...

啊!!!!被你[放飞机]了~

讨厌!!你放我飞机...你到底去了哪里啊?信息也不传一封让我知道你到底来不来!!王八蛋...你知道我在等你吗~~你该不会,帮过头,忘了吧...你找我的时候,你就知道~hng!!!!
emmm...今天过着"潮湿"的一天,我的 auntie来visit我了~!!现在好痛哦...也很懒散...昨天没睡好,一整晚都在床上转来转去,好辛苦哦~不过刚才再等某人的时候...不知不觉,我睡着了...虽然,有点热!!!可是我还是睡得着,看来,我怎的好累哦~还有两天才开学...闷死了!!!下个月考试,我应该要开始好好读书了~

2010年6月18日星期五

隐瞒一切,还是把话说清楚~

到我觉得我们真的有希望时,我真的很开心!!可是,不知是不是天意作弄人,让我看见一些,我也不知道,我应不应在这个时候看见的xx~我选择了相信你...你也说你不会骗我!!可是到最后,你还是骗了...我现在也只能相信我眼前的一切...我真的,[无话可说], 也不知道现在我要做什么? 让我今天把枕头弄高,好好的思考,明天...我要怎样面对你,希望....你这次,真的可以对我说实话,好吗?我爱你,可是...能不能不要把我对你的爱,当成是一种利用...或许你不是!!可是,你给我的感觉"是"...xxx, 我还是会相信你的,只要你真的对我坦白...好吗?我等你....请你不要让我失望...隐藏在心里的话,我只能在这里说~xxx,你感觉到了吗?明天,我将会是第一次,在你面前说这些,也是最后一次,让你看见...我为你留下的眼泪!!!!!
[勇气]
我需要你~~
找我好吗?
让我一次爱个够!!
也让我一次[失去所有]
老天,不要在玩弄我了好吗?
我很爱他,他也对我有感觉[或许是吧]
可是为什么,偏偏在我们开始进展的时候..
你却选择,在这个时候,让我看见我不应该看到的东西...
够了~明天...一次解决到完...
我还是她~你选谁!!!